Thursday, September 28, 2017

Where all things begin


I still remember the moment when i wanted to decide whether to further my study or to work. I had both opportunity came at the same time. I decided to resign from pharmacy as i want to try other jobs. So i apply any opportunity that cross my eyes (because i looked from internet). 

I applied, i went for interview. Both interviews kind of accept me.

The second interview in Subang Jaya goes well. The payment was good, package offered was in lane with my preferences to work. However, i came into sense that I want to do more in my life. I don't want to just working 8am to 5 pm then at the end of the month, i enjoyed the pay and that is it. 

Career path in this lane, won't bring me to a better version of me. 

I knew, because that happened when i worked in pharmacy last time. I can do the work, i learnt a lot while working, i got paid but i lost myself due to time constraint too. I am not saying further study > work. Both have their own pros and cons. I said all these as it is for me not for other people. I have known myself too much that make me to think this way. 

Back to the moment.

After i went to interview, i got 3 days to decide whether a yes or a no. Then, on the same day i went to see my previous supervisor in UPM just to say hi and asking for her opinion about me to further my study. However, she offered me to be supervised under her. I didn't expect that. Because i emailed few other supervisors weeks ago, and they were not replying yet. But then when i met her, the supervisors replied me. On the same day. I received new mails. 

Just imagine how confused i was that time. 

I went home, with pieces of heart. I ask opinions from people. I ask Allah for help. I made istikharah. This was a major step in life, i was too afraid to decide wrongly. 

But, Allah has magic. All the way. 
He move my heart towards further my study with my previous supervisor. 

And here i am. Exceeding my first semester with lots of learning.
And here i am. Welcoming this second semester with open heart and walking dreams.


Thursday, September 21, 2017



Ada satu hari tu, aku borak dgn kak wani. Biasalah, pasal masa depan.

Nak buat apa lepas masters. 
Aku cakap aku nak kahwin. Yang penting kahwin then baru pursue PhD. 

I told her,
Matlamat Nad bukan certificates je. Bukan kejar Phd ke apa. My biggest ambition is to build a home. An excellent home. Sebab tu lps masters nak kahwin. Nampak macam cliche kan? Typical girl. 

That was what I said. 
But beyond those words, no one knows what I actually mean. Yes, I want to get married, it can be here in the world or the hereafter, He decides.  

Nad is a person yang tahu matlamat hidup tu bukan untuk sekadar kahwin. Bukan jugak sekadar belajar tinggi, gaji besar. Bukan jugak untuk dihormati dan diingati semua orang. 

Tapi matlamat hidup dia is, to please her Creator. To lead a life with people who have the same goals as her. 

She want to build an excellent home as she wants all her loved ones know Him, and loved by Him.

I know I can please Him by loving Him with all my heart and able to make people around me to love Him too. 

Masters, PhD, high salary, these will just be a journey to pursue. So I won't forget Him, so I know, all the efforts are worthy because of His blessings. 

Money certainly cannot buy happiness. It is the inner peace which He provides to those He loves. 


Monday, September 4, 2017

Shopping vibes


Is it normal as a girl tend to love shopping?
I am seeing myself is worst to be strained from shopping.
I shopped a lot and i rarely regretted it though i shopped unnecessary things mostly.
Oh why.

I know i need to stop doing this.
But, there comes a point in a month that i will be eagerly checking all online websites (Lazada,,, Althea, Hermo, you name it). Each time, i found something new unnecessary things to buy. The best of me is, i won't straightly choose and pay, but i will keep in the cart, for a long time. After looking at it the cart for 2-3 times each month, i will make my so-called wise thinking skills and choose what best to buy and i buy it.

After few months having it, i realized, there are things that i should not be buying.
I hate myself then.

First, because i spent a lot of time reviewing things, more waste when it just cost me like RM2.
I spent 2 hours on it. Yes, i did that.
Second, it is such a waste when i am not using what i bought. Even worse, i don't feel like giving it to others because it IS UNNECESSARY things like i said before.
Third, i can use the money for any other thingsssss or at least, for saving.

Between, these don't just happened for online shopping. I have this like a lot for physical stores. My often go-to is IOI City Mall which is just a foot away from where i am studying.

My haul for this current urge:
1. Tapestry RM35
2. Hada Labo sunscreen SPF50 PA+++ RM48.51
3. Maybelline PowderMattes Lipstick Touch of nude RM20.93
4. Watsons handwash gel RM4.83
5. Kaison Notebook RM7.90
6. Chocolates@Langkawi total of RM149.90
7. Lace skirt from Bangi Gateway RM39
8. Anything else that i forgot where i put the receipts.

Here i list my current cart-filling items:
1. Yoga mat 10 mm from, worth RM99 as stated but only RM19+RM12 shipping fees.
2. USB Cable from, worth RM12.90 but on Sale RM4.90
3. Sport shoes - Adidas, PUMA, Nike, Asics, you name it from physical stores, my choice is beyond RM200 but my budget less than RM200.
4. Smoothies maker from anywhere because i plan to eat clean. Kahkahkah
5. Tapestry from igshop: flwrii, worth RM40, but on Sale RM35 and i PAID already.
6. Bedsheets 100% cotton, design dabomb - worth RM100+ (definitely not buying!)
7. Ephyra products - i am currently using and my moisturizer finished and i keep-on scrolling to find worthy price and stumbled into jimat-sets but too pricey. Get what i mean?!
8. everything gonna be in the list actually if i keep going

Despite everything i was listing, the one thing that I AM SURELY SHOULD BE DOING AND BUYING is my own time and focus to WORK MY PROJECTS OUT. My research project i mean.

That is all for today thoughts.
I hope this kind of habit won't last long, or at least can be prevented when it should be.

Monday, August 21, 2017

Monkey love and opinion


Few days ago, i went to my supervisor's house for some makan-makan preparation. I had some deep conversation with Dr's daughter named Syuhada. We had actually, Najwa and me. She told us lots of stories including those lovey-dovey stories which she is having at school.

School days. School moments.
How much i miss those really.

Stories begin when she asked, Kak Najwa ada boyfriend?
Then leads to all the experiences  from me, Najwa, her and what-not.

What i try to emphasize here is, the way she thinks is almost equal to what i had in the old days. How much tiniest things like shirt color during raya, the caring-ness of a guy when approaching a girl, the text messaging, eye contact in class, almost everything really make me reminisced. Till, instead of i should respond nice and better to her, i came to the condition of just giving her long-minutes-of-smiling face.

I still remember each time when i met my cousins, we would spend hours talking about boyfriends. I was a great listener i guess cause sometimes they were like berebut to tell me their stories. or maybe i was just full of myself. haha But, i was very considerate before, i can be very detail in recognizing relationship's problems and provide the brighter side of each worse event in relationship. Where did all the capabilities in me disappeared to? Because now i can think nothing except how much guys are too good to be true (Zarina, 2014).

When my rationality hits me back, i ended up telling her how i felt about 'love' now, which i think, it is not a good way to catch a girl's mind especially girls at her age. I knew i wouldn't like the way i sound if i still at her age or mind. But, yeah. My thoughts slip. Words cannot be undone.

But i really hope one day she gets what i mean.

P/s: My thoughts were actually same as what i said in previous entry. And i should convey the right message to her, such as.. You can have those experiences, be with someone but make sure, he is worth it as he can lead you to a better you each day. Of course, do not rely on him too much that you can barely breathe if he leaves. Because why? This kind of love rarely lasts forever. Channel you strength, your mind AND attention to other better things/people.


Angelic Sinner


Betul Allah cakap, when you read His words,
kita dijauhkan dari dosa dan perkara yang Dia tak suka. 

Hari ni, I did something. Or I let things happened. Then I lead my life normally without realizing what I did was wrong. Until, I take my Quran and read it after Maghrib pray. 

While I was reading, all the moments flashed back. I started to realize those things were wrong. Allah tells me it is wrong right at the moment I read Quran. My heart beats even faster.

I need to do something, before things get worst. 

Actually, today I spare my time a lot while doing nothing. Chitchatting with my friends, then I let one of my non-muslim lab-mate help me to find JPA sponsorship amount on my laptop, while he was very near to me, like 3 cm away. And I said nothing. I let it be though i was not comfortable actually. That is one.

Second, I let one of my lab-mate (other guy) sit behind me, like so close. Till I can feel his hand hold the back of my chair but i wasn't lending to the chair. I didn't say anything while the barrier should be told or at least be warned. That is two.

Third, they asked me to go to IOI City Mall, accompany them. Then I decided to buy ice cream, baskin robin have this promo get 2nd item at only RM3.10. Then I bought 2 while we were three people. I let the guy share with us using another spoon. While actually, i rarely let other guy even my best guy friend to share my food. Unless he is my family. I was stupid. 

Fourth, we ate the ice cream, shared together while walking.
Can imagine how people see us? Or how actually Allah see us?

I am not that very religious, good, pious girl. I don't trust any guy, but i don't trust myself even more when i am with them. That is why i tend to create distance between  me and guy friends. I only trust one, my best friend, H. He knows what kind of distance i am putting and he never crossed ever since. But with others, i chose to just walk away if nothing necessary for me to stay.

I cannot control myself. I tend to treat people equally, physically and the way of i put my words equal. At first, i may be self-controlled. Sit with me for days or sometimes hours, you will see things differently. And so i made barriers, especially among guys.

This time, I let down all the barriers i made before. I let it down because no one beside me help me to keep it. I miss my degree-friends. I know all this while they were the ones help me to control myself. I admit, my iman is very little. Even worst. Allah provided them to take care of my behaviour. I miss you all, seriously.

Let me be among those who loves you, Allah. Or at least, can control me to remember You. Aamiin.


Thursday, August 17, 2017

Rumours i made


I spread rumors that I wanna get married after I completed my current study.

What they dont know is, that just to turn on my purpose-driven mode. 

I know I am not ready. I know I wont be financially and self ready after this ends. 

But I do believe words are doa. 

By having those thoughts, I am making myself ready. In shaa Allah.

Just my two cents:
To marry a person is not everything in the world. If Allah says yes he is for you, then okay. But if He says no, yours is not here. It is super-ly okay, Allah prepare someone better in the hereafter. What else do you need if you have Him, right?


Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Welcome, adults-to-be!


A bit of tips for those who are entering university

Get a hold to yourself. Yes, go have fun when necessary but don’t have it too much till you live in misery. Find the reasons and purposes of you being there. Let the purposes guide you. Study going to be tough. You get to taste failure at some point, but dear, avoid it as far as you can.

Education is not just about the CGPA. CGPA is important, but there’s so much things to grab while studying. The experiences and exposures are going to build the human you are growing into in the end. Choose your scopes wisely. By scopes, I mean your circle of people and your environment you spend most of your time.

At some point, ‘love’ might touch you somehow. The attractions towards different gender may be intense. Those who fail to control, may eventually fall to it. My personal tips, recognize your interest, is it because you are hormonal, your lust or it is indeed pure feeling. If you cannot differentiate, then leave and forget it. But again dear, there is no loss of not having ‘someone’ in the university. Unless, he/she able to bring out the best of you. And please do remember, university has thousands of people, among those thousands are your friends, not just your ‘someone’ is there.

Last but not least, enjoy the moment wisely. Good luck!

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Bugs thought


Tomorrow will be 1st August as i start to write this at 11:53pm today. I am writing this while listening to someone's voice singing Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing. The voice that i believed, i can live with it for a lifetime. I can be in love with it, and just it.
I think la, for now.

Something has been bothered me these few days.
It had to do with my pasts, and the future i am leading to.

I heard you married a doctor. Congratulations. You got your dreams right. I was so afraid if you couldn't move on. I was so afraid if i hide a piece of your heart somewhere when i left. But, the moment i see picture of you marrying a girl, i can feel the burden lifted. You found your girl. Your woman. Believe me if i said, i was the happiest to see that.

I know i was wrong. But, i believed the hikmah Allah put the mistakes on me.
I pray for your happiness ever since. I asked Allah to make way for you to your dream girl. And of course, you didn't found her because of my doa la. You found her because you deserve it.

But few days ago, i just knew she is a doctor. All the flashbacks come.
I didn't catch my own dream. I let it go as if i thought i am not deserving it.

I start to question myself, what am i doing to my life? This question bugs me for days. I dreamed a lot. But, i didn't work it out high enough. Therefore, dreams become only dreams. I just realized, to achieve dream, you need more of yourself to work it out.

And i start to narrowed down my dreams. And i actually start to work it out.

Maybe, i should thank you.


Thursday, July 20, 2017

The 24th year of my life


16th July 2017. I was officially 24 years old. I don't want to ask myself what i achieved, but the contented feeling i felt i treasure the most. I won't trade it with any other things. Not even a good blouse and make up can make it to that feeling.

This year round, i made time to be at home on my birthday. As previously, i celebrated the date of my birthday while having raya trip with coursemates, and i was in college for the year before it. But this 2017, i was home.

We celebrated it while having some close families together for raya makan-makan.
Mama plan the day.
She had my cousins to work out the birthday surprise.

Birthday songs.
Shining eyes.

To this 24 years of living, i realized i want nothing except to be with these people again in Syurga. So that each of them have their dreams come true effortlessly. And they will be happy, i will be happy too. By people, i mean everyone including those who were not there too. Those whom i love.

For having myself breathing for 24 years, i would like to confess that i love my Mama so much. That, i don't know how anymore to prioritize any other things or person apart from her. That, i want to stay here watching her smile all my life. That i can forever love her.

Sometimes, i come to the thoughts that what if one day i married somebody and then i have to change my priority. What if, he is not that kind yang prioritize mother over anything else. And even worse, he prioritize his mom over me (that's okay) while expecting me prioritize him over my mom with no negotiation.

One of the reason i rejected to work at this age but to further study is that i want to be able to pay for her when she's incapable of working and pay. I want to feed her with all things she couldn't have before for the sake of growing us up to this point. I want to give her all happiness i can give. And if i can't make it here, i'll ask Allah to always let me give her in the hereafter (sounds poyo but, it is okay to dream high kan)

I've been thinking too far, am i? Hahaha

Oh Nad, please.


Tuesday, July 18, 2017

#01 Ayam masak gulai (Asam Pedas Ayam)


I was thinking, apart from merepek in this blog, why not i make it as a place for me to put some recipes. My achievement in cooking, the experiences & errors. Because, apart from master journey and self-improvement, i am working on my cooking skills toooooooooooo.

So here goes..

Ayam Masak Gulai (versi Mak)

Bahan Kisar:
Lada kering
Lada merah
Bawang merah
Bawang putih
Lada hitam
Kunyit hidup

Bahan lain:
Daun kesum
Air Asam

1. Blend bahan kisar. Amount? Agak-agak. Hahaha
2. Tumis bahan kisar dengan minyak yang tak banyak sangat. Sebab nanti tumisan pecah minyak, banyak sangat pulak.
3. Dah garing, masuk ayam dan daun kesum. Tutup. Kasi absorb feel bahan tumis tu.
4. Agak-agak ayam dah masak, masuk air asam. Agak-agak please.

At first, masa mintak mak resepi dekat whatsapp, mak bagi list macam tu je lah. Takda amount apa semua. So, aku pakai taram. Bawang, lada, cili, lada hitam, kunyit semua tak balance. Lepas tu masa tu aku puasa pulak, mana nak rasa. Pakai agak je. Lepas settle masak, aku suruh housemate rasa, end up dia tanya "Ni apa?". Oh kecundang real feeling masa tu. Haha Solusi masa tu, aku tambah asam jawa 1 sudu besar. Masam tak hingat. Pahit sikit pulak tu.

Lesson learnt. Air asam agak-agak. Lada hitam jangan banyak sangat. Kunyit hidup tu sikit je, suku ibu jari = 2 biji bawang merah.

Bila dah kecundang, of course aku tak mengalah. Sebab balance bahan kisar tu berlambak, aku masak lagi gulai ayam semalam. This time, lepas pecah minyak aku kasi ayam reneh lama sikit. Lepas tu air asam tu letak satu sudu je kacau dalam air. Lepas tu letak bit by bit. And wallaaaaaaaa.

Gulai ayam achieved!


Friday, July 14, 2017

Sakinah, mawaddah, warrahmah


Apa pasal aku makin cengeng eh lately?
Even the smallest thing, i cried. Aku mula open thoughts and feelings for almost all things.

Betul ke orang cakap, orang dah kahwin ni normal bergaduh, masam muka?
Especially bila dah tua-tua.
Sebab jemu ke? Dah takda manisnya kasih sayang?

Please tell me that is normal.

But, Allah janji siapa yang berkasih-sayang kerana-Nya akan bahagia. He never fails His words.
Or maybe, they did not love each other for Allah.
I don't have the right to judge, am I?

I couldn't avoid what i felt. What left in me is just fear. Fear to build family of my own.
Those 'what ifs' games play again.

I cried because i have seen 'love' in other places but not in mine. I cried because i am afraid. I am afraid if these things be the things Allah hate most. I love them both. I want the best for both of them. I love you both too much that my heart cannot handle this heartbroken feeling.

It's hurt when you know, you learned the facts how much Redha Allah depends on Redha Husband. It's hurt even harder when you don't know where and how fix it.
You just have to consume it all in you.

I should be mature enough to handle all these things, shouldn't I?
I can take all of these before, why i cannot for now, right?
Or actually my ignorance kill these feelings before?
Or maybe i thought all these were normal till i see the other side of it in another family and i start to compare and counting other people's blessing while forgetting mine?

Did I overthink these?

Yes. You had me crying because of these things.

Just a tips i got before i cried heavily


Thursday, July 6, 2017

Living heart


The act of kindness, what melts me to the ground
The act of responsibility, touch my heart even deeper
The act of love, amaze me so much

I have learnt a lot through these days. Through other people's loss, i learnt a lot. I have seen a lot. Never not i regret for each thing i see and do with them. Through the tough moments, i have seen how Allah heal the broken pieces of her heart. I have seen how important is Allah to the human heart.

Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear (2:286)
He is so true with His words. I couldn't imagine if i am at her place. I don't know.
For the love they had that i heard, for the memories she told, everything was so true as i can see through her eyes, her childrens' eyes. Allahu.

I don't know how to arrange these feelings into words.

But, i am feeling so weird. I rarely put other people be so close to my mind and heart as soon as this. It might took years for other people. But, they touch my heart in all directions.
I feel so close. I feel the pain too.

They actually bring me to Arwah Papa's memories back. The love that i felt. Not that i don't feel any love now, but i realized the emptiness i had since Papa's gone. I still remember the broken feelings i had the moment Papa passed away. It was so hurt. Though Papa was not with me all the time ever since, it hurts knowing he's gone. Knowing there will be no phone calls, no kisses, no parcel, no dua from him, no more his laughter. It hurts like hell. I can't put these in words.

To them, who loss their dad, the one who was there all the time. Taught them every single thing in the world. Hug them almost to every second.

The pain, my pain, was like 100x more than what i felt to them.

How did they cope with that?
And they just did cope with that. It is all Allah's work.
Because their dad teach them to have Allah in their heart.


Wednesday, July 5, 2017

Indeed, He listens.


When you make dua, you must be sure that Allah is going to hear and answer you. He always do. So each time i pray, i made dua a lot. Till sometimes i forgot what did i asked. 

But, these days...

I came to the realization that He actually answer me. To the tiniest demand that ever cross to my thoughts. Most of it. Inches of it. 


I was sinful towards Him, towards human sometimes. But He grant my wishes. Each time. How can i stop falling in love with Him ever? I can't and i hope that i will never be. 

Ask Me, be grateful to Me and I will give you more. 

He said.
And He never betrayed his words. 

Monday, May 22, 2017

A dream family


Two days ago, i had one of my best night in life. Well, not sure this was categorised as best or not, but it excited me to the nerve. I don't want to mention specifically what i had, but i want to write what i feel from what i saw.

A dream family.

A happy lovely family, a happy home, an excellent home have been my dream ever since. Not that i don't have it in my own home, but i want to build my own one day.


Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Profile Picture


Today, i think of something related to self-exposure. Profile pictures, or any picture of you which intendedly posted.

There are three kinds of people,

1. Post everything, good or bad.
2. Post nothing.
3. Post the goods one.
4. Post the bad one.

I wonder what factors contribute to each of these four. Is it confidence? Self-pleasure? The appreciation? Or maybe... the fame and acknowledgement?

I don't want to talk about how others see this. But to me, i belong to all of the categories depending on the mood, time and the subject.

However, above all, what stops me is always about privacy. My privacy.
That i am not comfortable to have people to stare at my photos which have me in it, though i think no one would care. But because i did to people's photos, who knows someone out there is doing the same. haha

Another thing, i don't need the whole world to know how i behave, how i act to some things, how i respond to good or bad things. Because why? I am not consistence with my thought itself. Today you see me excited on a thing which happened the same years ago and i was not that excited. This inconsistency of mine is not something i fancy of especially to let the whole world know.

Cliche but true, i am afraid to be judged. I don't care if stranger judge me, what i care is people who close to me. To have their heart scratch just because of my photos, it is nonsense. I am afraid to show too much of myself which may contribute to high expectations of people on me.

And believe me, i don't have everything wonderful to show, neither everything worst to share. I am normal being like you, and i believe the best photos, situations, happiness and everything posted are just tiny bit of the life that they choose to show.

And believe me too, you are having the same happiness in life, just that in different way which need you to look at it with different perspective.

To end this, i would say... Share what may benefit others and share to preserve the moment, but not inches of it. Save the best in your heart. Let it flow in your blood to your brain. And reflect through your action. In shaa Allah, All iz well, bebeh!


Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Indulge differences


Kind of having a thought here.
Let say... you are a teacher who loves to selfie. And so you selfie in the classroom with your students. It is not awkward at all, and when you start seeing students who selfie in the class, laboratory, streets or where ever, of course,  you find it's normal. Though it is so wrong to selfie in the lab actually but who cares.

Then there go you as another teacher who don't fancy selfie kind of act. Not your routine and so you find it awkward, weird, and not supposed to do especially in formal kind of situation like, classroom. When you see your students do it, you kind of seeing them as inappropriate and what not.

Two different views, two different situations, two different perceptions.
When issues occur, the students got blamed and punished.
Who actually in the right way of living?
First or second?

Same goes to other kind of issue. Just because we were raised by different hand with different environment, that doesn't mean the differences are wrong. Indulge the differences. Accept them and apply what goods in it.


Sunday, April 30, 2017

It's 2017


I had just read almost all posts in this blog. Too many stories that made me who i am today. Spiritually, mentally, intelectuallity, physically and emotionally me. Alhamdulillah for whoever person i have become now. More mature and more independent person.

Now already 2017. April 2017. I have graduated my degree last October. and i am now 24 years old to be (exactly on July). Too many things i didn't share here. For me to recap everything is truly impossible. I had the best years along growing into a person i am now. I can't thank Allah enough for that. Alhamdulillah.

As i read my previous posts, i see the childish thoughts and actions of me. I know i will laugh harder if i read it all over again when i become 50s. For how my physical was, comot and very urghhh. I don't know how to describe. But believe me, i don't fancy my looks before and even now. Hahaha

But most of all, now i am more to a thankful person, and i see life is always, always beyond what the eyes can see, beyond what the mind can tell. Because, Allah is the Most Knowing of everything. And He is the only One has the power of judging.

Enough with innerself-growing for now.
i will continue on it later in my upcoming posts (if the urge still there)

Next recap is about career.
I am still unemployed and studying. I am currently taking my Master of Science in my previous university, UPM. Alhamdulillah for this gift. The opportunity and financial aid, Alhamdulillah. I am certainly gonna do my best for this phase of life. I realized, i didn't push myself to the threshold i can bear during my degree. I will do it now. In shaa Allah.

As i grow, i realized that I won't stop studying. Because i love it. I love the moment knowledge is transferred from journals, youtube videos, lectures or anywhere to my brain. I wish Allah let the knowledge stays and functions along the way to help people from many angle of life. Aamiin.

Year 2017 with 24th year old self. I won't deny the urge to have someone special is there in me. It came from every angle of life i look into. My ex-coursemates, my ex-schoolmates, my best friends, my cousins, my family, and everybody are making me to think of it. And of course, who can ever run from it? (If you happen to able avoid these thoughts, kindly leave comment with some advices for me. i want to try).

And today, the spark that ignites the urge in me to read all the posts, is because someone gets married yesterday. Someone somehow stain my heart during my first year of degree life. Those.... good old days. haha

Well, actually if you have been reading my posts before, you definitely know how i would act to the boy-girl relationship. I had crush to 1-2-3 boys and thats it. Because none of them really know how much i fall for them. But this one, he kind of know and he kind of approaching me in the first place. And there goes the uneasy feels when he gets married. It's okay. Time will heal and i am sure he is going to be happy with her. In shaa Allah. And do trust me, i am super-ly okay with that, it is just that i need one day to recharged my mind.

Because, i do trust Allah's plan. So much.


Where all things begin

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