I spread rumors that I wanna get married after I completed my current study.
What they dont know is, that just to turn on my purpose-driven mode.
I know I am not ready. I know I wont be financially and self ready after this ends.
But I do believe words are doa.
By having those thoughts, I am making myself ready. In shaa Allah.
Just my two cents:
To marry a person is not everything in the world. If Allah says yes He is for you, then okay. But if He says no, yours is not here. It is super-ly okay, Allah prepare someone better in the hereafter. What else do you need if you have Him, right?